No Love

Skipped from school today cause I'm not feeling well. Slept on 5 o clock in the morning and woke up at 9 o clock in the morning. Claps for me please!

Erhems, back to the topic!

I couldn't find anywhere or anyone to express my feeling recently. So, I choose to talking and crying to my bear bear in the midnight. I'll just woke up in the midnight, and crying for like maybe one or two hours. Until the moment I felt tired, and I fall asleep! I just need some fresh air to make my brain works! * my brain is blank! Honestly, I'm kinda stress to face all kind of problems! Although I couldn't have any respond from the bear, but at least I can talk whatever I like, scream as loud as I want, cry like nobody business. It's rather than get ignore by humans when I'm telling 'em how I feel! From the title on top, I think you guys could guess what I'm going to write.

I realize, I don't have any true friends in my life! When I'm facing problems, I'm sad or even I'm crying. I couldn't find anyone around me to accompany me on that time! I did accompany & gave advises, comfort & concern bout them whenever they need me. I just hope I could get the same things back to me! But too bad, things turned out like this. I have to face everything by myself! Feel like I'm so close with all my girlfriends right? Haha, it is just on the surface only! I'm being too naive to believe that they will by my side whenever I need them. It really doesn't matter anymore, I will keep everything by myself. I will never believe in what best friends forever or what anymore! All are just Bullshits! When they need you, they will come to you! This is so called BFF? Now only I know it. *smiles bitterly

I'm such a puppet to all of you! I'm fucking stupid I know.

Hmm. Perhaps, I had fall for you? I just want everything go back to past. Seriously, Baby, I miss the moment we're chatting and have a heart to heart convo. I never expect things will just end up like this.

The only thing I can do right now is just let everything flow naturally. I know, things will never flow smoothly, but I'll face it no matter how.

Sometimes you might seem strong for keep holding on,but it really takes much more strength to just let it go and move on.I might sound agressive at times,looking tough and strong like nothing in this world worries me much..

But deep down inside,i’m just a girl. A girl that isn't tough like how you thought!

Alright, I'm just nothing to all of you maybe. So, just leave me alone, Imma be okay!

I know, I have to be tough and face the problems from now onwards! There will never be anyone who is willing to stand by me whenever I'm sad. Is the time for me to make some changes! Friends, don't ever tell me that you understand how I feel! Stop to spread the rumors please! Don't let me know you're the one who spread the rumors around! When my heart is wrenched in pain, can you feel the same thing with me? When my tears is flowing non-stop, are you crying too? So, don't tell me you know how I feel.

Stop asking me whether I'm fine or not? Obviously, I'm not fine! This is not the way for you to concern bout me! I just need someone's shoulder at these time. But too bad, I can't find any of you. Don't need to apologize, I had seen everything clearly in my eyes. Perhaps, I should be selfish like all of you? Or just kick you all to a side when you're facing problems? Perhaps, perhaps I have to do so!

Take a break.

Can just give me a min? I only need a min to take a deep breathe! Now only I realize, what's the feeling when you're being alone in this dark & lonely world. Without family members, friends & everything that could make me feel that this world still not bad like how I thought! But no, except you, it is still yourself! Seriously, this kind of feeling is scary! I don't know I can still stand for how long. I wish, there's an angel appear in front of me right now. Ask me to make 3 wishes and she could help me to fulfill my wishes! How good is that??? I know, this is impossible to happen. Beside of dreaming, what else I can do?

Baby, perhaps I just need a hug from you. Even it is just a second, it is enough for me. * her tears is rolling down on her cheeks

No love,

Qping.

Love the Ong's family

The third day at KL. Woke up early in the morning and went to second's aunty house. Meet up "biu sou" & my cousie. Thanks biu sou for the LV purse! *hearts Mum & aunts plan to watch " Happy Go Lucky " at 8 o clock! Okay, since I'm free so I followed them too. *smiles How long that I never went for movie with the ong's family? Everyone are laughing and talking inside the cinema. Once again, I did feel the warm from 'em.*tears

While waiting for 'em...

The EMO brother. xD

When I'm inside the cinema, I received the msg from ah day. She asked me to meet her up at the menjalara's old town. I told her I'm going to the germany's bar nearby there. I don't know she will went there for the time that I'm watching movie. So sorry for let you wait for the 2 hours leng zai. *shyyy

Erm, a little bit disappointed towards this movie. Not really nice like what i expected. But still, we enjoy it! After the movie, we went for supper. *growing fatt Not in da mood to eat cause ah day is waiting for me to meet her up. I'm so sorry to let her wait for me. *grrrrrr

After went back home and wait for darling bath. Went for the Germany's bar which located at the K-gallery, Menjalara. Well, it is such a nice place! Although the price may be expensive a bit compare to others, but the environment there is nice! You guys should try it.

Pictures of the night..


The germany's bar.


This is what you MUST order. I just simply love this. It is different with others beer when you drink it. *miss


Vodka lime. What a nice mixer is this? I never know that vodka can be mix with the lime. Normally we drink is just mix with coke or maybe others soft drinks right? This is what the bar tender introduce to us. *awwww


Cocktails- Sex on the Beach. Ermmm, this is not really nice compare to the others two. But still not very bad laaaaa. xD


My part-time Boyfriend. xD


I just simply love the way you look at me, Darling. *laughs


Lan yao yeng! *chehhh


My sistaaaa.


Ze blogger. =)


The Emo one. Sitting alone & doing nothing. *LOL



The Hoegaarden's fans. =)


She looks cute right?


Flo flo flo florenceeee


Okay, just ignore it. I know we're childish enough. :D

Reached home at 2 o clock. I just simply like to spend my time with you. Anyway, had a great time with you all. Yuppp, there's a good news! Finally, my darling is coming to Penang for 3 years. Start from next month, July. Oooopsss! I'm extremely happy when I heard that! *scream


We're waiting for you! <3
Lurveeeee,
Qping.

My Little Princess

Oopppsss! My little princesssss!
She is the most adorable & pretty among the little girls. I will only see her for twice in a year. *cry Hmmm, why am I called her as my little princess? Okay, whenever I saw her, I will just smile & laugh in all the time. The way she talks, she act, she smile, she laugh.... can just simply brighten up your day. When I'm down, I will just play with her around. It makes me cheer in just a short time. Believe me, it's really works! *smile


Don't you think she is adorable?




OMG. I think her mum gonna faint soon. *laughs


She asked me to pose "yeahhh"


I just simply love this photo. xD


I miss you smile my little princess. ='(


Awwwww! Her smile kills me.


She said " You go behind." *LOL


She is laughing non-stop when she saw this. And she loves this kind of photo. *lmao


<3*hearts


I'm pretty sure she will become a leng lui in future. =)

When I am coming back to Penang, she said " see you again this december, jie jie. Remember to bring me Hello Kitty's things ya!" We're the Hello Kitty's fans! xD

Full of LOVE,
Qping.

The Shopaholic

Hello hello baby! I am back. xD

The reason that I didn't blog about my current life is because of the two weeks examination. Its really kills me! Well, just ignore bout it. The exam had finish on last wednesday. Went to KL in the afternoon after I'm back from school. Takes around 4 hours to reached cousie's house which is located at Kepong, Menjalara. *smile

Alrightyyy. Did some shopping at 1 Utama. The shopping mall that I love the most.*winks
Woke up pretty early in the morning and get myself done.

Got some stuffs from cotton-on. I just simply love the shop because the clothes there are simple & nice, the price will not be too expensive compare to others shop.

Have my lunch at the Nyonya's restaurant! Slurp*



The drinks - Cincau.


The Nyonya style's fried rice. *so delicious


The Nyonya style's Nasi Lemak.
Perhaps you guys should try it! *smile


The pretty Mum & I.

On the way back....

The blogger.

Although I didn't get much stuffs, but still I had a great time there! I wonder, why am I feel so happy & relax once I go to KL. *evil smile


Smileeeee,
Qping.

I'm A Professional

Owhhh! It is really a day that full of fun & joy. Although it is just both of us, but still I enjoy it to the max! *thanks mui This is the title that we had discuss together which is - I'm A Professional. Sounds like we're really professional in photo shooting? *laughs Just the camera make us looks like we're really professional in photo shoot. Alright alright, let's show the photos!


Naomi Tung Soo Yan. The photo that I love the most!


Winter Warmers.


I wonder what kind of pose is this? *lol


She is in love with Lady Gaga. She wish that she will looks like her one day. xD


I love the environment & of course the model as well.


The nice one. Hope you like it!


The blogger.






Flash-Back


The photo that I love the most. Thanks to naomi!

There are still lotsa photos. I just picked some of them and show it here. How do you guys feel? *Heh


Winter Warmers again? *lol


I wish that my dad the boss of Winter Warmers! xD

After had our lunch at winter warmers, we went to G-hotel second floor which the COACH sales located at. Sales up to 60%, I'm so happy with that when I heard it! But, when i stepped in, the bags that I love are all the new arrivals. No discount with it! Okay, I'm not that rich to get a branded stuffs yet. *sad


Qping ; Naomi


Someone is on phone with her Hubby. Spot her face?! *speechless


The tam chiak one!*lol


Lady Gaga feat Beyonce - Telephone *haskh

On the way going back.

Loves you. *hugs & kisses
Had a nice with you. Can't wait for our next outing. Will play with the dslr again after or mid-year examination. =)


You know what you need the most. Don't always think the negative way. I am sure you know, Forgive & Forget, right? It is just a small matter, don't try to take it serious. Both of you had really gone through a lot of problems. It isn't easy for like this kind of age, so, cherish it babe.

Have to ciaoz now. Time really flies, it is monday again! *yawn Nights everyone. Stay tuned for the coming up post.

p/s: I'm just being myself. Stop control me for doing this and that. All those pics I will keep it forever and ever. I just need something which called - memories.

Truly,
Qping.